#2 Finally able to relax

Finally! I am able to actually relax. I got my daughter in her bed about 8ish. Bed time is probabley the most irritating part of my day. By this time I am already so tired, have a headache, and NEED some quiet time. And all she wants to do is make sure we all have 'babies' and tuck her 'babies' all in, giving them kisses and making 'pillows' for them. I get a little frusturated with it, but let her do it. Am I a bad mom for feeling this way? Ugh, I dont even know what to think about it. Reading it over makes me feel horrible. Im going to try and work on that.

My daughter has a brain disorder called Verbal Dyspraxia. We just found this out. What it is, is she cant process her muscle movement in her jaw to say words. So in short she doesn't talk. Not really. She can say Mama, and thats it. Its very depressing. I try not to cry about it but, how can you not?! She is supposed to start preschool soon, are other kids going to make fun of her? Are they going to leave her out of things? These are my biggest worries for her as of now, I just cry thinking about it. How horrible some kids are! I just hope they are all so nice to her. She is in gymnastics right now, but those kids are just so young I dont think they really realize that she doesn't talk. I mean not really. She has been doing speech therapy for almost 2 years now, but with no luck.... Will it ever end?